20 Secrets People In This Online Group Confessed That Nobody In Their Real Life Knows About

People often don’t share things due to many reasons like shame, fear, or to protect their reputation. However, sharing secrets can help you unload some disturbing mental stuff and create space for new things. More info: Reddit

#1

Image source: Conscious_Ad_7902, Polina Tankilevitch "I suffered from HORRIFIC intrusive thoughts due to OCD and for 28yrs I thought something was wrong with me. That I may end up being a predator/murderer/psycho (even though all of the thoughts made me physically sick). I was genuinely scared to babysit my 2yo nephew alone because what if I accidentally threw him down the stairs? I finally opened up to my therapist and she helped me work through it all and I'm not triggered anymore and I can finally live peacefully."

#2

Image source: Echo_was_slain, Andrew Neel "i have terrible memory issues, and no matter what i do to keep things on track (meds, planners, reminders, alarms, etc) things still slip through the cracks. it makes me feel terrible bc i hate the disappointed or even frustrated look i get when i ask a question and should cLEARLY know the answer. it’s especially difficult when people end up thinking i don’t care, bc “if you cared then you’d remember” i care so much, i never want to ask what we planned for tomorrow (again) and when your birthday is (again, despite attending the party last year). it just gets really hard to juggle everything all the time Edit: thank you for all the comments!! ive since been diagnosed with adhd and am on medication LMAO but it makes me feel better that i wasn’t alone in this :) and i’ll be taking into account the other medical advice some mentioned. thanks and love u all!"

#3

Image source: Dyerdon, Pixabay "When I was seven I was home alone. I called 911 due to a house fire that consumed half the house and they found me outside. My mother (who was at work, I was a latchkey kid) was told by the fire department that it was an electrical fire. In truth, I had a lighter and was fascinated by fire. I was burning the little tassles at the end of the blanket on my bed, putting them out before it caught the whole blanket on fire... Until I wasn't able to and the whole bed caught fire. An electrical outlet shorted out from the heat, which caused the firemen to think that was the cause. I'm 40 now. My mother still doesn't know the truth and I still remember it all vividly, complete with the heat on my face as I tried in vain to put out the bed."

#4

Image source: RedditWithKidd, Alex Fu "Someone attacked me in a park late at night and I found a drug needle somebody left behind and I stabbed him in the eye and ran, I have never seen him since then and I pray I never do."

#5

Image source: Knightmare560, Marufish "I got revenge on an old high school bully on the last day of school by slashing all 4 of his car tires. I even saw him expressing rage on wtf happened to his car as I left, smiling to myself and thinking "Justice is served". And another bully by stuffing her backpack full of live roaches. Nope, still don't regret it. They hurt me, so I attacked back. Tug on the tail of a shark, you get bit."

#6

Image source: sevincole, Karolina Grabowska "I don't feel the want to do anything. I feel no excitement for future dates or events, I'm not excited or looking forward to anything except greedy s**t like getting money or objects. I'm not even materialistic, it's just like my brain is looking for shortcuts to make me feel some sort of excitement and so it looks for objects that I want. This makes me feel f*****g horrible. My girlfriend asks me to play video games or hang out with her and I always do but I never look forward to it until we actually do something. I always enjoy my time with her but I can't get hyped up to do anything. I've heard of this with older people but I'm only 18 and I'm horrified, I need this motivation."

#7

Image source: saltboo, Dmitry Zvolskiy "During a manic episode I was filled with so much rage and sorrow that I let a homeless man take me into a ditch behind a church in hopes that he would kill me. He didn't. He just did some drugs, showed me pictures of his girlfriends, and made pleasant conversation. I guess he was just lonely. Edit, since many people seemed to only take 1 thing from this story: I didn't know he was homeless til my mom found us and offered him a ride to his place, which then we discovered he didn't have one. I didn't expect him to kill me, I was just hoping he would, as an obviously drugged-up man walking across the street to approach a 19-year old girl who is alone and offering her into a ditch where bodies are often found was a decent enough red flag ? And let's not forget that I was in a state of psychosis."

#8

Image source: iSpeezy, Willis Lam "There’s a two year old jug Tropicana orange juice in my fridge rn and I’m too afraid to pour it out."

#9

Image source: doona88, Nesrin Öztürk "That I didn’t spend near enough time with my Nan in the months before her death. For context she was 101- hilarious, kind and had all her faculties. She was the best support, and everything you would want in a Nan. With her age, I knew time was short but didn’t prioritize her as much as I should have. I saw her the night before she died, and I said I’m sorry and she accepted it and forgave me but you could tell she was sad. Next time I saw her she was gone. I regret it every day of my life."

#10

Image source: throw_awayla33, cottonbro studio "I accidentality killed a person while protecting myself. It haunts me to this day. I am not guilty of anything."

#11

Image source: Fast-Volume-5463, MART PRODUCTION "I find it incredibly difficult to connect with others. I simply can’t muster the energy to give a s**t about others. I look at others as objects or annoying automata. I don’t hate most. I simply have no opinion on others. Suppose that makes me kind of broken. There. Off my chest."

#12

Image source: Lopsided_Exam_2927, RODNAE Productions "I secretly blame my ex girlfriend for her ex husband assaulting me at a small casino a few months ago, not because we know each other and she left him for me, but for the simple fact that he had so much hatred for me that he literally screamed "im going to f*****g kill you" as he swung a deadly weapon at me. Later i found out that she had talked to him after she and i got together and she apparently told him i was physically abusive... I have not even so much as raised my voice to her, let alone be abusive physically..."

#13

Image source: Daffertons, Eugenia Remark "My best friend since 10 now (32) just got married I wasn’t included in the bachelor party nor invited to stand in the wedding. I left shortly after dinner was served. No pictures no partying. Seen him as I was leaving we said we loved each other and I said congratulations."

#14

Image source: Oneofthemuse, Karolina Grabowska "I don't go to the doctor about pains and hurts because I secretly hope they will eventually kill me. I know it's selfish."

#15

Image source: frog-do-be-grillin, Alex Green "Not so dark, but I hope my stepdad breaks it off with my mom. She is physically and emotionally abusive to him but they act like it’s a normal thing couples do. It would be awful because I like him, but I want him to be happy."

#16

Image source: Golfball_whacker_guy, T Leish "I want my brother and his fiance to lose everything they have, including custody and right to see, their kids. They are awful, extremely manipulative people who took full advantage (financially, mentally, emotionally) of my elderly parents. I hate them with every fiber of my being."

#17

Image source: OkiNoProblem, Anna Shvets "I isolate myself from people and then get mad about it later on."

#18

Image source: RenfieldOnRealityTv, Engin Akyurt "I have a really difficult time connecting to and understanding other people. I’m never cruel about it. I just don’t feel connected to anyone. It hurts me. I don’t let it hurt anyone else."

#19

Image source: SoftShoeShuffle, Tantalus Media "I worked on SpongeBob SquarePants: The Yellow Avenger, and know for a fact that the game cannot be 100% completed on the DS version (99% max). Not my fault but I hate that it shipped like that and feel sorry for anyone who's seriously tried."

#20

Image source: Plus_Bison_7091, Karolina Grabowska "I spend most time in my bed on my phone. I hate it and I don’t think anyone knows."